September 2, 2009

September 7, 2010

Seeing as both of those picture were taken before my birthday, I am technically represent 3 different ages. In the first I was 18, the second I was 19 and as I sit here typing this lovely paragraph I am now 20. 
So how have I changed? Well honestly I haven’t the slightest idea…I’m not one to really notice change in myself unless the change is a conscious decision. I mean I lost a bunch of weight in the past year which is good but I still need to lose more. I think I am a tad more open to the world than I was before. I kept my heart guarded for a long time after getting hurt by two of my closest friends and in the past year I let the walls crumble and I fell for someone. He and I will most likely never be more than friends but I’m glad I could feel something for someone again. I also know now that some friendships aren’t meant to last forever and drama is never needed nor worth the time it takes. I haven’t really changed as much as I have become more knowledgeable and more aware of how things appear to myself and others and the world. I think I think a lot more than I used to and that has made a lot of difference.